I think you're just an attention seeker. You should go out and
get a life instead of boring us with one "problem" after
another...
You're only 16... not freaking 61 for goodness sake... Go out and
make more friends, learn new things, explore what life has to offer
you... So your first r/s didn't work out... big deal... the world
still revolves and life still goes on...
You want to go end your life, your choice... Life is about
choices... You can either choose to grow up and be a man about it,
stand up tall, look ahead and carry on down the path you choose for
yourself... OR stay home, hide behind your maximum tune game, try
to convince yourself about your 'wonderful skillful drifting', and
start whimpering like a little baby about everything and whining
about useless stuff... Your CHOICE....
16 already like that... my goodness... Can't imagine how you'd be
like when you're in NS... if I was your sergeant, I'd slap you...
