for me, i also have been in the bottom pits before.
in jc, i really din pay any attention in tutorials and lectures.
then when tests and major exams coming up, i tried my best to
study. but i cannot understand any shit at all.
at tat point of time, i really felt like commiting suicide. i m nt
kidding ya. but then there are frens to help me n stuff. frens will
always be there for u if u are in any trouble. so feel free to tell
them yr troubles and they will help u. if u gt a gf, even better,
she will be even more understanding and i m sure tat u can lead a
happy life again. all the best =)