Hi I just feel very sad on what has happened to me since chinese
new year.
first i lost about 1000 in gambling
second my girlfriend of 1 year broke up with me last week
third i just got into a car accident today. i need 10 over stiches
on my lips and my front tooth broke.
Actually i am particular upset over my failed relationship. thats
because i feel that i have put in alot of time and effort into it.
i cook for her, spent all my free time with her, bought her 2k
worth of diamond necklace. but she gave me reasons for the break up
like: i am a smoker, i have a short temper, i dont have a degree.
and she cried when she told me these stuffs.
however the trigger point was when last week while we were meeting
up at the mrt she told me she wants a break up than i out of anger,
i tear up the tickets meant for escape theme park which we meant to
go. from than onwards she is so intent on breaking up. i was
remoursefull after that and tried to ask her back. but she shuns my
msg and even her family members also ask me to leave her alone. i
feel so lost now 
i know this is the end of us but after what has happened to me for
the past month i feel so lost. dont know what to do now??
