Since i entered the army few months back, everything is going
wrong... i'm a stupid clerk at some stupid camp, i have no money,
no time, parents irritate my... and my gf of almost 3 years leave
me.. why why why... this f ucked up ns i really hate.. and i still
have so many years to go... i cannot take it anymore.. i wanna kill
myself...
i really love this girl a lot... why why.... she say i never show
her concern, the fact is that she don't even wanna pick up my calls
or reply my sms, less talk about meeting me up... now she give
excuse.. think all girls are bltches who only want guys with
money... find LKY lah.. he old but lots of money.. go sell backside
and be a prostitute lah.. ccb!
Doesn't she know its the worse point of my life now... why does she
have to do this.. i need alcohol to sleep every night.. and my work
place is so negative.. i really wanna die... i dun c what point in
living on