Dear altzspec,
Please dont do anything rash and consider the next few words i have
for you carefully.
Despite what we may feel that love is a competition with others,
may the best man win, it need not be so.
You may have lost your money and pride but those things are not
neccessary the only reasons to motivative us to live. There are
always pitfalls in life and i wont promise you that you will never
encounter any more hardships in life after this, but only that you
understand that you are now a wiser man and better prepared to face
life's challenges with a keen eye perhaps even helping someone else
in the future with a similar problem.
As for your sense of lost towards Love, i have only this to
share:
Does Truth Love exist? Will i
ever find it?
Yes it does. And no you will not find it.
It will find you.
Physical expression of love isnt always measured with wealth and
lust, remember after all you are expecting to grow old together to
the end of your days together.
Learn to appreciate others. First with yourself then with those
close around you and most importantly your current family and that
which you will create and belong to in the future.
I hope you will be able to overcome your aching heart and gain new
perspectives in life.
best regards,
L.i.P