I have E, E, O (O is for maths, other two are science subjects)
for my A level grades, as well as B4 in GP.
I regret somewhat that I could not put in my best effort last year
due to a lot of emotional turmoils. I loathe going to school,
almost lost my mind because of it. Hai, to think about all my
friends going uni and me being left alone in this condition is a
bit depressing, but no use over crying spilt milk right? 
Actually, even if I did well, I will also not know what path I
would like to take in uni.
According to my teacher, since I passed the A levels, I can only
retake A levels as a private candidate. I don't mind that I'm given
the chance not to go back to school, though I heard private
candidates must have a lot of self-discipline. This is not a
problem, but I would like to hear about what one should be doing in
the next 3 months if one is going to take this route.
My teacher told me the syllabus would be the same. Have checked it
out and it is. But I hear June paper is more difficult than the Nov
paper. Should I seek out for help or ride it out alone?
I would also like to hear about those who chose to retake A levels
as a private candidate in previous years, and how they fared.
I think my SPA was horrible because I am not very good at handling
apparatus. Should I go for the practical paper instead to "put
back" those lost marks?
Alternatively, I can go poly, but I am hesistant on this route
because I simply do not know what I want to go for. It was the
reason why I chose JC first, and found it to be some kind of
mistake.
Overseas is not an option here.
And because I have the cursed minimum grades for University
entrance, I have to fill up the application forms. Which courses
would be good to go for? I have my eyes on NTU's ADM, but with a
noobish portfolio (no previous art instruction, I only draw in my
free time for fun) I doubt I will be able to make it with this sort
of grades 
Would appreciate any other advice and information too. Thanks!
