I don't know for most of you how your life was a few years ago,
But when I was young, My life sucked alot.. I was always the target
of everyone because I would keep quiet about it and cry or tear in
front of them and no one would help me..
Even in relative gathering, My own family members would scold me
when I cried, I still remember during primary 6 or something, My
cousins stuffed alot of bomb bags into my shirt and it all blew up.
No one helped me, My sister just sat there and watch, My mum
scolded me for being a spoil sport, But I never wanted to
play
Then come secondary school, It sucks alot.. A classmate would make
fun of me about the slightest thing then all of them would laugh
like a big deal
It really irks me that as friends, they can laugh at all the things
other says, I tried to grow closer to them but it always stop
somewhere, You can say I was very insecure and desperate
I knew alot of my people didn't like me but I still shamelessly
stucked with them, But I am glad that in those times, I had 1 close
friend to confide in..
During my early secondary 3 days, Something big happened and it
made me grow tougher and I stopped crying at the slightest tap and
I kinda grew resilient to what others say
I can say throughout my secondary school life, I never really liked
my classmates, I enjoyed my outside friends company more, To me, It
seems they treat me more like a friend and much more as a
human
I was very naive back then, But now I feel that things are much
better, I can see who are the real friends and are only deserving
of being acquittance
BUT AT LEAST NOW I HAVE CLOSER AND REAL FRIENDS AND I TELL THOSE
BASTARDS A BIG FUCK YOU AND THANK YOU 
