While waiting for anime ep to be download finished, my memory
came back to refresh me, the day, i cry , i weep the most and i
weep on my brother shoulder
That day was the break-up event:
I thought i am able to let go of her but i knew, i can't, i spoken
those words, that can never be taken back, (i break up with you) i
weep so hard when i spoken about the time and effort that i spend,
all were gone when she has a change of heart due to my own failure,
what can i said, after so long, it was a bittersweets relationship,
sweet when i thought of those wonderful moment that i have with
you, bitter when i found you distancing away from me. It was my own
fault that i never cherish you enough. I thought i even forgotten
about her, there was one time, i saw her back view at ang mo kio
mrt station, my footstep just stop at the entrance of the mrt gate,
we were so close to each other,what a joke, so i message her, you
look tired, take care of yourself.
I knew her since i was 15 years old, i love her since i was 17, I
don't know whether who can ever fill up that void, that she has
left behind, because to me, she was the one. I never ever fancy
anyone, just purely attraction and admiration to those woman who i
meet and date, but one thing is for sure, i fantasy about school
girls 
