Recently, I meet a friend whom I used to be very close friend
with her, after that had an quarrel and argument and after that , I
was so angry with her and she dun allow me to friend another girl.
I was totally upset and feel that she was a bit of
controlling.
That time is our crucial year...
Then I meet her again... We even say hi and start to chat. We had a
few good memory and had some wonderful time together. I know her
family too...
I was a bit guility too.... that times, we are preparing for final
examination and I was a bit destracted by this things, so I wish to
cool down and concentrate on my studies. that time , I had
friendship problem and she had problem with boy, financial , study
and many more.
I find it hard to cope, I wanted a break from her because I feel
stressed... But I tell my another friend to take care of her. While
, I try to study hard for my exam. Solve my other problems, I
suggested a breakto from her. I see ometime see that she is working
hard at the other side of the class.
I cry when I say this. I feel really sad about it. Somehow I know
she is sad too... but I dun wan to quarrel with her... I feel very
confuse too....
she was sad to during that time and I was not there as a friend to
help her. I feel that I am a bad friend.
But now, I saw her again, I want continue be her friend, I know her
address, in fact , she live near my house, i even know her house
and block number but I dun know whether I should pop into her
life.
If I dun do it , I feel that I missing something... I somehow know
some of her feeling during that period because I kind of experience
it... I think that I want to do something. Maybe return to the
mutual friend or that type of friend that can contact constantly
and chat up...
now I dun know whether I had the courage to do it and contact her
to solve this problem. I really want to solve it.
Can people give suggestions what should I do?
