hmm lclc...ya quite true..but l dun tink anything would happen
if l see her again bah..l was thinking juz pass and go only
lo..nthing else le..
haha..so weird suddenly tink of such things again 
l noe she now shld be very happy and totally
forgetten me as existence..To her now.l am juz a total
stranger..and l am even prepared to noe that l mite c her with
another guy during her birthday...l tink l wont but l was tinking
that time l promised her so much on her birthday..and she was so
excited... makes me wan fulfil this duty...as a token of
appreciation..Actually l had a previous r/s before her..but that
one l tink nt really count as my 1st r/s la..in fact my 1st r/s was
with her...u all noe? the meaningful of 1st?
l expect nthing in return and l wont want to be in one for the
moment...is like l want to fulfil the promise l make? To
formuities..u all noe the kind of feeling?
Altot on the outside, l told other ppl how l hated her..cuz she
treat me badly, disrespect me......y she become like that..l treat
her so well.. but come to tink of it..l am really weak at that
time..guess all gals dun like guys that are weak and of low self
esteen...
l do really hate her..but as l straighten out my tots and as time
passes, in my heart the hatred n anguish is dispersing slowly...
