Dont think i will do that, since it will cause problems between
her and her BF. Cause if her BF found out that i had been
supporting her all the while behind his back, he will definitely
kill me first, then argue and break up with her as a result.
I would rather sacrifice myself and get hurt emotionally rather
than let the three people involved be unhappy simply because i want
her to be mine. 
I just cant face the facts that a
relationship is destroyed because of me. Its actually a sin! I just
think that spoiling other's r/s is really really bad and cruel.
