Ignore the quote if u thinks too long...
Sometimes looking at other people's happy family,
I just feel jealous looking at them.
A family that can talk to each other with no worries..
For me, my dad, I never wished for much but many for him do behave
like a father.
From young, I was always beaten, hands, belts, wooden rots... All
that made the cane look like a blessing.
Beaten to the extent of bleeding.
At youth, I did well, no one cared. To be exact, my dad doesn't
care.
My mum did, a little anyway, being in the top 5 positions in school
at sec 3.
Well that did prompt me to stop studying, cause i thought it was a
wasted effort
At present,With my family poor and finacially laid back, My dad has
now found another woman causing much grief and pain to my mum.He
even beats my mum up on 1 occasion. He practically lived in the
other womans house, my mum waits at home after her work, with the
bedroom door half close, hoping to see him come home.
He gambles, bets, for the family, he says.
He caused most kind of troubles, for my mum, now her sisters and
brothers have forsaken her.
He never listens to reason,
When he beat me up, it was never a time, He was wrong.
At 16 onwards, my words to him never exceeded 100 words in a
year.
I work and try to earn for my own.
And today, when i got home late while i was at my girlfriends
house, doing some Final Year Project stuff, the door was bolted, my
brother banging at the front door. Tried to call, but My mum hp was
off, the house phone was left off the hook. In the end my mum woke
up and opened the door, she didn't know the man had came home and
did all that stuff.
I don't know what to do now, just so lost.
I've finacial problems and a life to live,
Family to support.
Now a man once called my father, now becomes the bane of my
life.
What should i do...
I'm really lost.
I really need help.
Thanks to those who made a effort to read.
