Agree too. You need to go out and meet some other girls... not
saying you should jump into a r/s immediately, but you are free to
date other girls. By doing this, you may be able to find some
qualities you found lacking in her that is in other girls, and you
may be able to change the ways that you do wrong in the past, so
that you can treat other girls better.
I had an incident in the past where I keep thinking the girl was an
angel becos of the how nice she treated me that good few days.
Truth is, she was a b!tch for the other few months. Don't make the
same mistake as me, move on before all the good memories are
consumed by the nightmares she's going to give you, and all is left
is the hurt she's given you. At least it was good while it lasted.
Pull yourself together!