"miss" is fine... but "love"? Personally, I cant accept
it.
Anyway, TS. I guess you yourself is confused. You dont really need
us to explain anything to you. You know exactly how you feel.
I got this feeling that you are asking, hoping that we will say its
ok so that it will lessen your guilt. No offence.
Both the gf and bf have to be pro active. Since he isnt, you can do
it, and ask him to do it next time. No communication at all is not
going to help.
Anyway, if you are really confused, post again and all the kind
people here will try to see how we can advise you
accordingly.
JMHO
Regards.