Watching Cast Away on this sat night, I cant help but feel like
I share in some ways the fate of Tom Hanks character--- despite
living right in the midst of a bustling urban life, my loneliness
& emotional detachment from the world is intense beyond
world.
As this year Christmas approaches, this would like the fourth year
my life has been in this state, somewhat a vacuum
the happiness of
being in a relationship or having the concern of friends is
something that seems perpetually elusive of me.
The greatest setback, I guess, is not because Ive failed, but
despite all that Ive done, I seemed to be so easily eradicated
from the lives of the people Im concerned about
it doesnt even
take a few years to be alone on an island, but Im already cleanly
forgotten by the world at large--- the gal I liked,
friends...
Seriously, whats wrong with my life?
