I hve never tired talking to my mum, to me my mum is my angel,
she is the loving of my life, cos i've miss her since my parents
separated, now she is back to me, so she means so much to me, i
would never want to hurt her, and she is very pitiful being
verbally abuse by my dad during her young days, so i pitied her so
much and she suffered a lot all her life, as she aged i reallly
want to help her, too bad my husband is the bad guy that I love, so
i am torn in betwwen but i always scolded or blame my husband cos i
want my mum badly and he is the black hearted one so i talk alot to
him still it never make sense to him, he is still ego, proud and
bad guy, no compassion or feelings,hard hearted, i am sure he won't
like my mum here, he prefer a maid not old mum, to him she can't
help much (maybe), so the conflict stress is every single word that
he open his mouth, we fight, it is always he don't like my mum to
like on the lights(he say waste electric), sol he controls every of
our move, i am lost. truly lost and sad, i am so tired too, cos i
can't get a thinking space, and resting space until as i close my
eyes, i just felt terribly sleepy and just dozed off like very deep
sleep. i am scared i find hard to wake up. maybe i am too
tired.
