Of late been under alot of stress, from school, home,
financially, driving test coming up next Thu (16/11). Sigh...am so
worried and stressed out that I've been skipping/not eating proper
meals, not getting quality sleep and now, just 3 weeks after school
started, I lost 4kgs.
Of late, since my last 2 threads here at Aunt's Agony, my problem
in school has been solved while my problem with her is still left
dangling. I used to feel all upset and miserably bitter when I read
her blog, bout her going out with the new guy etc...but recently
(this week) I do not feel that jealousy/anger/bitterness...its more
like "Oh..Ok." and that's it nothing more. I no longer feel that
emotion about it.
I've worn the ring we bought 3yrs ago as a pendant around my neck
for 3yrs, and I tried taking it off. I did so for a day, but
everything went wrong. All felt out of place. Sighz...
I really don't know, is it that I've really forgotten her or am I
just deluding myself? I met a guy friend recently and he was
sharing with me his experiences about r-ships. I'm actually quite
looking forward to meeting someone new, but I feel that maybe this
time round I should not put in so much commitment and effort into
the r-ship, but I feel that its wrong though the head tells me to
do it.Sighz...
