Hey guys
Would like to steal topic for a while.
I once like this girl during poly days, so much so that I even
dream
of marrying her.
BUT, she choose a friend instead of me, whom I feel he is the
better
guy for her.
Now, I am attached, but still.... I yearn for her sometimes.
Also,
whenever I see them together, that sh!t sh!t feeling comes
back.
You know, the hard to stomach feelings and the sadness plus
memories of failed attempt?
Am I considered unfaithful in this case? Just because my
emotions
do not show, somehow I feel it's damn unfair to my gf.
I did tell her about it, she looks and sounds ok, but I am not
100%
sure she is ok.
