As the subject head goes...Heads or Tails. There's always two
sides to the story. Since the lasttime I posted here...I've patched
back with my ex gf. All is well till August...I'm posting about it
now, because I really love her and feel that what's going on is not
healthy for our relationship or any relationship at all.
I wonder all the time, what women want. Simply take for
example...she asks me for help, of course as a boyfriend, I would
do my best to assist her. But she's not thankful or grateful,she
will say things like "I got ask you to help meh, kaypo." and when
seeing her in trouble sometimes I delibrately ignore her, she will
whine saying "What kinf of a boyfriend are you? I don't like guys
like that, so ungentlemanly...you cannot see I need help meh?" Its
like...if I help, I get told off, if I don't, I also get told
off.
Just two months ago, I bought 4D for the first time in my live, and
I won $500. I did not tell her about it,I just asked her out and
brought her to eat and buy her stuff. She went back and told her
friends that she suspects that I'm cheating on her because I
suddenly treat her so well. I mean its like...heck...when I treat
her well, she suspects I'm cheating, when I'm cold...she says I
don't love her.
She told me that she's sick of being in a r-ship and wants out. But
if she really wants out, why would she ask me to go all the way to
print stuff for her at Peace Centre, then deliver it all the way to
school which is in Tampines when I've got nothing on in school at
all. I just made the trip there to submit her work and return home.
Sighz...I hope some women can shed some light on what she really
wants.
I just saw her blog, she wants a new wallet. I agree too, the
Billabong wallet I got her 2yrs back is rather old and dirty
already. I've no qualms spending on brands like Jane Shilton etc,
so long its below $100 as I'm a student and though I work part-time
I pay my bills and hardly take allowance from my parents. She's
eyeing a LV monogram wallet. Personally, I feel that being a poly
student and only 19yrs old, even if I had the financial means to
buy her the LV wallet, her friends and others will think that its a
fake right?I thought of this as when she bought her pair of
Papillio which I paid for, her friends who own the Neckerman or
copy versions, said that her's is fake too. To me I feel that its
not the brand, but its whether the person using it has that status
that aura to go with the brand.
Sighz...I really don't know what she wants. For everything I do,
there seems to be two sides of it and both sides seem equally
bleak. I really love her but things cannot go on like this, we
can't hold a proper conversation about our r-ship as she always
ends up flaring up and blocking me in MSN and not replying my
sms/calls. Women out there...please help me understand one of your
comrades, all I've wanted is to be a better boyfriend. 