hope it helps..
in life.. we have regrets
and we also have our most vivid memories.. which are often our
first encounter onto anything.
i will say, i've regrets.
1. my first love was not really love at all, it's just
infatuation.
2. the first hand i held is not someone i really really
loved.
3. my first kiss is with someone i dun really like, and its' out of
curiousity.
imagine, you are still twelve.
im not insinuating or whatsoever, but i bet it's not love.
and if it is, she will not be missing from your life even 10 yrs
down the road.
unless you want ur most precious memories, of first love, and
encounters to be of some primary sch crush, whom memories u have of
her.. will become blooody blurrr.
just get on with life... and stay as frds.
see how it goes.
cheers.