okay so.. i bet most of you guys here 've heard of me &
won't take me seriously, but this time i'm currently feeling quite
moody now & really need your invaluable advice &
help!!
so.. around three weeks plus ago i met a friend's friend for the
first time during an outing for the first time. before that, my
friend, who's actually my senior in sec school has been telling me
about him for quite a while.. let's call him 'jackfruit'. although
she didn't specifically mentioned to me, i could sense that she has
the likes for jackfruit.. probably because i feel that she's rather
submissive towards jackfruit.. sometimes 'protecting' &
shielding him from others' bad mouthing & comments.. she stands
up for him almost everytime. but the thing is, she is 1 year older
than him..
during the outing, jack really left an unforgettable impression in
my heart. not cause of his appearance but cause he gives me the
feeling that he's a really good guy who'd make an awesome soul
mate. though it's so damn obvious that my senior likes him,
jackfruit is rather oblivious of her attempts to flirt with
him..
few days later, i happened to see him near where i stay and
reassured that he actually stays less than 5km from me. we didn't
talk this time but he did give me his msn address so i added
him.
just yesterday, we chatted a hell lot online with several other
friends inside the conversation and i learnt a lot more about him!
he's not at all flirtatious like other guys are but he's immensely
popular with girls in his school, workplace... he's also studying
in a top 5 jc. my friend then told me that there're quite a few
girls 'chasing' him currently.
now, i'm almost always online waiting for him to come online just
so we could chat. i get all flushed up when i hear his voice or
recieve his msg. once i even call him for help in my schoolwork..
he tried his best explaining to me & made sure i understand
it.. he even told me that i could join him & his friends (i
think all of them are guys) to study in the library if i
want.
i'm really amazed by this person & think i'm going nuts! i'm
pretty sure it ain't lust cause this guy isn't even that good
looking.. compared to other guys i know. he has the 'good boy' look
if you ask me. am i right to say i've fallen for him?
should i tell him about it?
