Things goes on always like this,
People decides grouping,
Leaving things undecided.
Though things are usually planned by me,
getting 2 members in first, into my group.
Deciding whether 2 more people in the group should it be for the
final year project.
Just when deicisons are caught up,
The 2 friends just left me for the other group.
Simply put now I'm alone and helpless,
left with some demented fools.
I got little faith in the FYP i'm going to face.
Though its not their fault.
Maybe I wasn't that decisive.
Its just 2 more days and the grouping is decided.
Shitty.
Somehow I feel betrayed and its getting me down.
I don't really have anything to do except to wait for the final
grouping with the fools.
Just when I thought its easier to have friends,
its not like I wanted them back into my group because they joined a
group of my friends, in the end, things goes blunt.
Whats the use of helping people when just shit happens to you
?
First my family now my friends,
Might as well be a loner for the rest of my life if not for a girl
i have now.
When time really comes I might be alone if i come to think of
it.
Things happening here and there seems to be the pot of worst Luck
I'm having.
Times different now i guess,
going in to adult hood seems more painful.
Just thinking how to grad from a poly life,
and pops comes problems.
Maybe I'm just cursed. sigh...
