spot on man devil...spot on..
sometimes being embroiled into this situation makes me feel like
i'm acting like a slave to her. which i know shouldnt be like
that.
in my previous relationships i realised that i've been too much of
a good guy already.. always giving in and giving in, even when i'm
in a terrible mood i need to put a smile and jus shrug it
off...after all, who gives a damn when i'm sad, down, angry or
depressed?
so i've told myself to be harder this time around and be more xiao
sa...but then again, words are cheap, and i just cannot bring
myself to do it.. example..when she throws tempers at me what i
think i should do is to just 'keep a low profile' as u put it and
leave her alone..
but then there will be this irresistable urge inside me to want to
quickly go and pacify her and allievate any bad feelings that she
might have...i just want so much..so much to protect the
relationship... to put it simply, i jus cannot sit and watch and do
nothing when something happens..
also, always after something happens and she recovers from her bad
mood, she will say she feels bad for treating me badly, but, if she
feels bad, then why treat me badly in the first place..
sometimes i wonder how much weight does her words hold.
sighz jian gu tou..
ps: what do u mean by working on that 'friendship' between me and
her??
