i really don't understand why why am i always the unlucky ones.
my stepmum is so fat and she eats all sorts of food so so much
never stop eating, and she is always in temper always love to pick
up a fight, very quarrelsome, very very bad temper and yet she is
fine, i never seen her taking any medication or high blood kind of
thing, by right she should hv it cos she eat and eat and so
fat.
why me, i am 30+ and hv so much problem in life, don't know why. i
just want to be healthy, full of spirit and life, so i can take
care of my kids, now 1 after another disease make me so so
discourgaged and really losing hope, until i got no mood to really
give full care in my life, always thinking of disease after one
another. hate htis terrrible much. and why some other ppl stay
strong and healhty it always me me me.i am not angry person, i am
always cool , giving pppl way, never argue, always quiet and listen
that all i do, even i kena scold, shouted hurt by so so m any human
being ia m still ok what i never get angry. why me hgih blood. so
far no familiy memeber got it maybe me.
i am not eating too much salt or don't know lah.
anyway i don't feel too well nowadays. but i got so much things to
do, i got dream to be businesswoman (but don't know where and how
to start), i am learning driivng, i wanna be a good mum , wife that
is super n now see lah got this stupid sickening hateful high
bp.where and now to start?any survivoirs there????? how u cope with
high bp. i think medication got side effect right?