A big change in me

xShevchenkox SG

Well, nowadays my friends around me say l change alot le...

dun noe is good or not..

l have become much more vainer le, always looking into mirror, make my hair and etc

Learn to buy clothes and shoe to beautify myself

l learn to dress nicely, make my hair nice, keep myself neat as l think looks are veri impt...learned tat from the previous r/s tat looks can reali own...
If u hav the looks, u own totally. Alot Girls like pretty and nice things which is a fact

Eh in school...l solo alot of times alone, eg l can eat alone
myself, l skip sch myself, do certain things alone...when 1st yr..l always must be with friends...dun noe leh..jl just feel dun nid the need to owazs stick with frenz de mah...cnt u do sumtinz on ur own at times meh?

l become lazier le...dun like study, sick with sch life la...dun noe leh...every day l am dragging my foot to NYP...sian ah

My frenz then say he thinks l am hiding my emotions deep in my heart...but no leh..l didnt

Ito_^ SG

congradz. puberty is ending. Laughing

xShevchenkox SG

eh wad u mean ne? Ito...

isit a gud sign or a bad one

And hor l discover sumtinz...as my age grows, l became alot dissatisfied with things around me...

l noe alot of ugly facts and reality...which make me quite disgusted as well

R3SsH|n SG

growing up…

Herzog_Zwei SG

Then how the hell do you learn? Personal upkeep is one thing but not studying is a sure sign of trouble.

Devil1976 SG

Don't worry too much... Soon before you know it, you might have just become part of the ugly and disgusting things...?? < Laughing >

Beckhamagic SG

Don't worry too much... it is just part of life...

As long as you know that you have changed for the better then it is good enough liao... Wink

KenPlus SG

skipping classes is definely no good.
U pay your sch fees to study,isn't it a waste to skip classes?

mistyblue SG

I don't get the point or the issue here
change is a constant of life.
Its whether you life it or not

Eternal-fire SG

Yeah I am from NYP too, what course you in?

wallace82 SG

don't skip sch too much...

Got kick out by school twice beacuse of skipping school Twisted Evil

orange88 SG

= experiencing adulthood lol

darknessfall SG

u getting anti social isit?
looks are impt, but not the most. i agree with you, first impression is always looks...make yourself looks good gives you higher self esteem, and more self confidence..

but dont do things solo lah..you be isolated..everyone needs friends and company...

you still young..wait till you go army. then you stop worrying about unnecessary stuffs

Cool-gal SG

nu ren 18 yi duo hua.
changing to be a beautiful flower liao..
but dun over do it..
may lead to unwanted stalker...

CKeer SG

Off topic: See la? Who ask u to join Chelski? They rot.
On topic: I suspect the previous relationships u had were failed ones thus making u lose confidence about urself.
It's alrite for these changes however, with regards to the last part, I think u should really take a break and think about ur future.
Socialising is a very good way to maintain as well as expand ur contact, a very valuable trait if u wan to climb further up the corporate ladder.
Rite now studies is the most important aspect u should be focusing on.
Work hard now and enjoy the fruits of ur labour in the later part of ur life. Wink

Cheers.
C.K