This is just my house...I don't have a home at all!
I've face enough stress from school already. All the assignments,
lectures, high expectations of us and everything else is already
giving me no breathing space.
Yet whenever I reach home, I have to face additional stress. It's
either my brother shouting with my mother, or my mother shouting
with my father. Everyone is shouting at each other. And the funny
thing is that everyone is shouting at each other for the lamest of
all reason!
I can't even have a single momment of peace at my own house! Looks
like being the only passive person in the house isn't a good thing
either.
Sometime, I feel like leaving this house. But I do know that I'll
have to come back one day and face even more trouble. I feel trap.
School's giving me stress. This 'home' is giving me stress. I can't
even concentrate on my schoolwork now.
I don't want to live here. I don't belong here. I feel like leaving
and never coming back. I just want to get out! But I can't...
Growing up in this kind of environment, I feel that I'm on my own.
What problem I face, nobody will help.