first paragraph is possible where mutual understanding, ie, both
wanted it this way. question here is> for how long will this
kinda thing gonna last w/o one of u crossing the line?
2nd paragraph, is akin to dreaming and if u r a guy, how can u not
want to make love to her, be it as a lover, wife, gf etc? unless u
r seriously suffering from some health problem/s. even if u can
abstain, she will leave u for some others when the need for bodily
intimacy arises where you still maintain that dream of urs.