It had been 4 months since we last message. After so much I had
done for her, she decided to left me and to go with another guy. A
guy who might not love her as much as I do.
During the 4 months we didn't speak a word. Life was hard for me at
the beginning, but I hanged to it. Not long before I finally became
invulnerable and immune to that feeling. I carry on with my life
and do what I'm supposed to. I would try to avoid her whenever I
can. However, she was in the same class as me, how far could I go?
As for her, she went with that guy and somehow totally forgotten
about me.
They didn't last for 3 months. The moment I found out they broke
off, I was happy, at least that she is single now. Just a few days
ago, she smsed me with good night. The sms was short but sweet, I
decided to reply. At the first thought, I doubt the message was for
another guy. However, the following day I got another similar
message but this time the sms goes something like this: "I'm happy
to have someone like you, you brought colours to my life."(not the
original sms). I know deep inside me I still like her a lot. But
the other me tell myself to be careful and not to fall into any of
her traps. I'm in a dilemma now, didnt know which ultimatum to
choose from. 
