Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not
boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it
is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not
delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects,
always trusts, always hopes, always preserves -- 1 Corinthians
13:4-7
you probably feel unable and scared to live on without him in your
life. after you put in so much of your feelings, body, and money.
but one day you WILL love again, and it may well be a better person
that can love you unconditionally, sacrificially, protect you and
treat you well, and give you support and happiness. dont you wish
to experience that? if you dont dare to make that big change.. if
you still remain attached to someone who changed after a year and
is now abusing you.. do you really want to be his wife forever and
have his kids..? will he give you that joy and love n support you
need and look forward to coming home to?
there are great guys out there that wont get sick of you and their
feelings wont fade. real love grows more mature and deep as the
years go by. dont stop hoping and believing. you only have 1 chance
at this short life.