Honestly, while I do help people, I myself would never seek help
from others. It could be what I would term as "occupational
reservation" or "occupational ego", but in the worse of worst, I
seek the route of escapade. But I am no coward - in face of danger
and stress, I face them head on.
It is a problem in itself, if you realise, but I am not seeking
help here actually. 
