Decided to register after i read this. Really felt moved into
writing my mind here.
I'm really once just like you no joke. Almost exactly the same.
Pardon me for saying this but do you feel like you have no dignity
and your world belongs and revolves around Her? You feel like
without her you will die? If your answer to the above is yes, then
read on...
I understand your pain and torture. Its really tough having such a
gf. Initially i was like 'what the heck, if i love her i should put
up with it'. But as days gone by, I realize she was starting to
love me lesser and lesser. Not because of a third party, but
because in Her eyes, I was such a loser who had no dignity. Always
saying sorry and giving in when its not my fault. She even said i
was useless. At that moment i woke up. But it was too late, she
dumped me...
Let her go now, the pain will be much much lesser than if you wait
till the day she dumps you. She will dump you, i'm 80% sure.
Because i've gone through it before. Read on.
Sorry to say this, but please behave like a man. The other good
alternative is to let her go, and let her find her happiness. It
may sound like a drama line but this is the best way to make
yourself feel better. Try to stay away from her for a few days and
get used to days without her. At first it will be terrible. You
will be wondering what she is doing etc...But give yourself some
time. If one week can't do it, one month can. That's what i did, i
used to think it was impossible to do without her, but I did it.
See, even a weakling like me can do it. You can too. Everyone can -
No-one can't live without anybody. Remember this and you will be a
Happy Man.
Believe me, for i have gone through it before. :]