There is this for gal I like in my school for quite some time
liao. She get to know my interest in her after my friend told her.
She show some interest to me too. But since tat day when she knows
that i like her. We exchange MSN (somehow i managed to get ur hp no
from her, we SMS and MSN chat often) The problem now is i start to
feel scared finding her around in school. Wshen we saw each other i
tend to pretend not to see her it like pai seh (she also ab. Cos of
this fear i wasted like 2 mth liao....she told my friend that i
keep avoiding her, and i guess i hurt her too as she told her
friends like i no longer interested in her. She still try hinting
me, we managed still to keep contact in MSN and occasionally SMS,
(call her only once), She suggest that we meet up in sch and chat I
agree but still this fear put me back....i was afraid that after
that meeting things may go bad for me, low confident, but that was
not me years ago with my first love....what's more, i start to feel
the very same thing as the author of this thread
http://www.sgforums.com/?action=thread_display&thread_id=192435
Can someone help? I guess as i grow older i become more and more
humji liao 
