I'm just a normal nerdy guy, I got a few friends and I'm pretty
much happy at that. I avoid fights, I dislike my classmates (but I
don't hate) and never got stressed in my life. (Anyone wanna date
me... lol)
But something weird happed to me a few days ago. I got this
friend-girl (not the other way around) and we're pretty close. I
like her but she can get really annoying sometimes. And on that
day, she got particularly annoying when I told her to get back my
important notes 5 times at 2pm and 3 hours later when I came back,
she happly say "I forgot". I was suppose to be used to this, but at
that time, I find my hand heading for her but I managed to stop it
half way and place it behind my head and I put on a smile...
It was so scary, I hadn't got that angry for a long time. Sure I
get angry sometimes but I usually srug it off or let the fight blow
over. On that split second, I couldn't control my hand. The last
time I couldn't control my hand was back in secondary school and I
beat up someone with a broom. I was so unlike me. I got placed in
an anger management class for that.
Personally I think this new insident is not a big a deal but I just
wanna know another's opinion.