everything was going on fine as real buddies, sharing platonic
true frenships, but once i realised that i have developed a liking
for her, everything started to change
she got to knew bout it, though there's mutual hao gan, but yet, it
juz dosent feel right, its like can there ever be a tinge of liking
( in the love sense) for ur buddy?
now.. its like we r trying hard to find topics to tok bout when it
wasnt like that, looking at each other with a feeling that ' could
we rewind back to the days of being juz buddies ' , told ourselves
that perhaps we shld juz forget bout everything and go back to the
past. but its hard, doubt its tt easy to forget wadever that has
been said and discovered
wad shld i do man. there's no closed door either, juz tt it din
seem right. and i also wanna go back to the good old days. can i
realli pretend that nutting happened and go back to the previously
crazy old buddy buddy frenzship> has it been done b4?
sigh... confused~
