Don't know how to describe my feeling...
the past couple of weeks had been....like a monsoon season...
rain for a while, stop...before you know it, it starts to rain
again...
Everything was fine in the beginning...as what everyone would call
the honeymoon period...
As days and months passes... she felt that some of the things i
said, or action that i do are inappopriate.
But to me, i didn't mean any harm...just some silly remarks which i
guess didn't amuse her...
But that's me what!!!
i don't understand what the big deal????
To me, should we be allow to be our truest self when we are with
someone we love or trust?? Why do i have to confrom myself to her
standard???
She said i was like a boy... she doesn't need anybody to tell her
when she should sleep, when she should eat...
She's independent! Okay...gotta accept that...
I'm not supposed to say "I miss you" or I love you" as i
choose...
as it will devalue the actual meaning of the pharse...
??? strange...
So what am i for???
these days...topics for conversation are getting less and
less...
she aint as accommdating as she was in the start...
So fellow forumers...
i ask out to you ppl for some help...
i really love this gal...
and i don't wanna this r/s to fail...just because of what i have
type above..
if possible i'm will to change to fit into her...but i guess ~Numb~
will be lost this way...
Hai...help pls...
