I really don't know how and where to start.
I'm confused and my thought are all over. So pls bear with
me.
I stumbled upon my mum's diary yesterday when i looked around in
her room.
My mum was a Group Director at a local company, but was retrenched
in 2004. From what i know she went into business with a long time
family friend. I was shocked to read in her diary that she was
cheated of her money in the business, owing $500K++ and now
prostitute in Singapore, Thailand and Australia.
She wrote that the family friend (who cheated her business)
forcibly made her to sleep with him and persuaded her to
prostitute.
This is what my mum wrote in her diary...."Yong" refers to the
family friend. "Martin" (not real name) is my elder brother. The
entry was dated Feb 2005.
"Yong found me my first client yesterday. He's only 22. Very young
chap. And I'm 45. I felt so odd kissing him because he's around the
same age as Martin. I feel so ashamed of myself. pls God, why do i
have to end up like this at my age. Why?? God, help me pls. I beg
you. I beg you to please save me. I really can't face my
sons"
I also found a copy of dvd in the same cabinet showing her having
sex with about 10-12 foreign men. It seems to me most or all of
them didn't use condom. She looked so cheap doing all those things
for the men.
I grew up seeing her as a confident, firm career woman. But her
diary reveals a vulnerable her, and it hurts to see her being
manipulated to do things for those men in the dvd. She was even
crying in it. I've never seen her so vulnerable and
broken.
