You have to understand some things. It is very difficult for you
when you fall in love. You have no control over your thoughts. It
is like you are possesed. You are are not, there is no black magic
involved. Everybody goes through it. It can be a wonderful feeling,
falling in love.
It is probably the only time when people become selfless. People in
love regularly say things like, I want to give him/her everything
and anything.
Enjoy it while you can, this particular girl is not after your
money. She makes enough from prostitution. She does not need your
money. If you want her to stop earning a living like that then you
have to make up for the short fall. Can you afford that?
Otherwise just go with the flow and enjoy it while it lasts. After
a while, I don't know how long it will take for you but eventually,
the feelings will subside and you will go on with your life and she
hers.
You will think back of this girl when you are older. It can be a
beautiful thing or result in disaster, it is up to you. It can be a
wonderful memory or a bad nightmare, it is up to you.
You are not the first and will not be the last. One Thai prostitute
told me that a Spore army boy asked her to marry him. He wanted to
bring her back to visit his parents in Spore. She told me: "How can
that be? I am in this profession."
You see, the girls are not stupid and they know their place and
they have no illusions. Just enjoy it while you can, It will not
last.
