hi all...
life is a long and bumpy road so i am sure all of you met all kinds
of setbacks in your life before.
as for this topic, i am not really refering to boy girl
relationship related kind of stuff. more like a phase in life which
is simply not the way you want it and choose to be in yet unable to
do anything and you have to endure a long period of misery.
for me it's during my secondary 3 and 4 period. i was posted to a
lousy class because i didn't do well enough for my maths to qualify
for a better class. all my buddies and classmates i can click and
get along so well with ended up in better classes. My secondary 3
and 4 class was quite small and people there are not so motivated
and worst of all, there's nobody in the class i can clique with at
all, or simply no friends. at that time my life was quite dull, my
social life surrounds my school only so all my friends are limited
to people i can find in school. i am not active in ECA also.
my friends i got along so well with in sec 1 n 2 found new friends
from their class so because we hardly contact due to school work,
we kind of slowly lose contact, only say hello at times when we
meet along common corridors. i was quite lonely then. go to school
really a misery, one whole day need not open mouth to talk to
anybody, after school, i will be among the first to take the first
bus home. then at home will spend most of my time day dreaming,
dreaming of those happy times when i still have a good friends as
classmates.
it was a really miserable 2 years on the whole and after the O
levels, i never contact anyone of my classmate from my secondary
school anymore.
it i simply a part of my life i want to erase from my memory yet so
unforgettable.
i wonder whether anyone out there has similiar experience?
i am a grown up adult now and i think that has to be one big regret
of mine, not doing well in my maths for my secondary 2 exam and
have to suffer a miserable for 2 years. It was a shame, i could
have done well for my maths in sec 2 just that i didn't focus too
much attention in maths and science which will enable me to go to a
better class.
