I suggest that your post could be
clearer, more informative.
What did she lie to you about?
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Breakdown your second half of text. (As of above)
1 and 2 are contridictions.
1>>> refers to your struggles and your tireness, you want
a break. You're afraid of letting her cut you further. You want to
take control.
2>>> Because of LOVE....of deep Love, you don't want to
lose her.
You want easy, fast, instant solutions. Yet you're hopeless because
she seemed to be in control.
(This will go 1,2,1,1,2,2,1,2,2,2,1,1,2 to oo [infinity]
mentally)
This thread throughout and ding dong upon 1 and 2
yet you still cannot find any answer you want. This can be very
tiring to you and to those who will reply to your problem.
I suggest that you take this matter and go right into it. Settle
it.
But i am interested. Why did she want to lie to you? What was the
reason? Anything caused by any incidents between both of you?
Her actions might likely be reactive to your personality or certain
experience.
Hope to hear from you. Meanwhile, take care.
Cheers
