Yea, my past does teach me some lessons I would never forget. I
am grateful for these lessons, but also, I wish I am someone who is
more forgetful, someone who can just let go of the past without
hanging on to it and re-living the memories everyday in the present
so that I would not forget all those precious scenes.
The past is precious to me, and yet it is also almost too painful
for me to bear. That is the irony, I want to lose them so that I
would not remember a single thing, yet at the same time, I am
afraid I will forget them, that there will be nothing to remind me
of the happy times I have had in the past, so I am trying to hang
on to them by replaying the scenes again and again in my mind.
