We quarel and quarel ever since we graduated and came back to
singapore , over small things , the issues are small things such as
my friends , the way I do things , the way she questioned me ...etc
..
we moved on ...patching up things everytime.
I was injured due to a fall from my bike. I get the stuffs for her
despite my pain in the injury ... I gave her some $$$ as well as
she say she was hard on cash ...
She neglected me and I dun no due to what reason, she doesnt wants
to see me to work (my working place was near to her), she left me
alone walking out of the MRT train , she didnt even want to hold my
hands ...
I was , of course , angry n sad , do I deserve this kind of
treatment from her ?
what really happen ?
I question her , she say sorry to me .... I probe , she said
nothing . In the later day, she called/sms me to check on me about
how I was . It was so fake .....
We have been into our relationship into 6 months already, in this 6
months , I nv hear a word of "I love you" from her ...Its always me
who put in effort in this relationship which I sometimes feel so
tired . Why my effort put in doesnt have any effect on her at all
?She promise she will put in effort , but I seriously doubt so
....
I sometimes wonder if I give her too much attention and concern or
just too little ?
I feel so hurt and disappointed . what should I do ? I wanted to
find out reason why she behaved like that . Dun tell me to ask /
write letter / sweet talk / sms / call / communicate , I have
exhausted all channels of communication.