Hi all...
Even though i really truely love my bf, and he loves me, we still
often get xian... like sometimes i say something wrong, he will
xian the whole day. Then i know he xian then i more xian. Like
yesterday, we played maple story. Then cos his level higher than me
i quite xian but nevermind can train then i keep jokin say his
character die better or his internet connection dc then i can catch
up. Then he told me that he keep dc already very xian no need to
rub it in. Then i was thinking last time when he ji siao me other
things he got think i will sian a not. He can say pple then pple
cannot say him? Then today, wanted to accompany him go tm to do
something. He woke up call me, ask me wan to go with him now, dun
go, or he come my house then we go later. I said anything and i
meant go later or dun go, not go now. I know my fault din say
properly but i just woke up keke. Then in the end he went himself
and when he reached home, he said if next time i dun wan go out or
lazy go out can just say. Thanks. To me its like.. i dun mean
that.. but he say till like that i also xian. Haiz
Now i see so much differences in us. I know when u're in a
relationship longer u will see more differences. I dun know if its
my fault or his fault that most of the times we quarrel. I know i
have a past that is horrible but he told me he dun mind its over.
But in the end it is still affecting us. I think ya its my fault
too but sometimes some things i know its not my fault but i listen
to him until i will think its my fault.
I really dun know. Its so tiring to be in a relationship like that.
My thoughts about him, over protective, posessive, always wan me
listen to him like everything i dono or wrong. But he has his good
points which made me be with him in the first place. But it seems
that all these bad points are more and more nowadays. He was'nt
like this when we first started. He just loves me too much.
