i post this here again because the other thread seems to lean
towards army issues and context
seriously i dont know how long i can take this, extremely
frustrated ever since i received my posting. some tell me it's
normal to feel this way while 'adjusting' to a new place. problem
is, it's not adjustment problems, it's not getting used to the
place. it's just being in the place that's torturing me
mentally.
the fact that there's nothing i can do is making me feel
worse.
i really feel like screaming out loud when stress lvl peaks while i
am in camp
everytime i think of booking in, i really feel like throwing up,
dont feel like packing my stuff for booking in at all.
during this long weekend, i smiled and laughed for the first time
in more than a week because i didnt have to be in my camp and
vocation.
