Everytime my bf n me plan to go for holiday, i'm so happy but
last min he will tell me his leave freeze on that month. we plan to
go phuket on feb. but cancelled. then we planned march for diving
trip n he say leave freeze. haiz i'm really longing for the
holiday. now we flip thru the calender for next yr only july he is
free i'm so sianz so sianz. i always try to understand tat he work
shift work 24 hours on stand by as he is a regular. But.....
haiz... i still very sianz. 
