Originally posted by Scape_Goat_Token:
Dear guys,
Again, nt a major problem. But hope u guys can read n reply.
Sometimes I realli hate myself. I hate myself for lackin in
consistancy in almost everything i do.
for example,
in school, when i do maths, even when i know e question, know how
to do, studied for it, n i still screw up because i made a careless
mistake at the first few steps.
n my english compo mark range can be from 5/30 to 25/30. i myself,
have no idea y...
in sports, i play badminton. i can do all the stuff all the others
do, but i keep losing to my peers because i keep making unforced
errors n mistakes. i know dis might be out of point.
in games, like dota. i believe i have quite a considerable amount
of standard, sometimes i can play till very pro, while sometimes i
am unable to "psycho" myself to play to my potential.
i always tell myself, " if only i could play like i did yesterday
".
it might sound dramatic, but my performances in
[b]everything fluctuates alot. and i don't know why im
lidat.
because of this, i am unable to excel in anything i do. i always
reach a "considerable" standard. which fluctuates up and
down.
[/b]
I think you don't have problem with
consistancy... more like a problem with complacency. When you have
attain a good result, your attitude kinda slacken as you felt that
when you have probably reached 'there', you are 'there'.
In fact, you can only be good at something ONLY when you are always
'there'. I know when people are damn good at certain things, no
matter what happens, they don't fluctuate between the two extreme.
Only those who thought they were 'there', fluctuate so much.
P.S: As we go higher, it takes more to advance than our initial
path up. Spend more effort in fine tuning the minor details to get
you higher. 
Cheers
