Feeling very guilty now...
Recently, I just confessed again to that particular female that I
adore so much. And she rejected me kindly with a "Not now" and "I
don't know you that well yet".
I took it hard for some reason... and ignored everyone (including
her). Now, thinking back... I think she sincerely wants to know me
better... and I kinda regret it now. Never seen her personally ever
since school ended... and I don't know how to apologise to her.
Very upset now... 
