Hi, I'm new here. My fren recommended me this site and I found
it quite gd. Was able know about what is happening arnd the
community and how ppl felt about things that are happening around
us. As an individual, I too has a problem and I'm not sure how to
go about handling it. Hope someone out there will be able to help
me find a solution.
I'm a guy, age 18. Going to be enlisted to NS soon :X. Currently
studying at a local junior college. like many other guys, I do have
crushes for this gal or that gal, and they nv last long. That's
besides the point. But recently, I actually started to develop
'feelings' for my maths teacher. (tml's A'lvls Maths Paper :X) Yep,
U are not seeing things. I have a crush on my maths teacher. Or
maybe it's more than just a crush. I dunno. She's rather young, not
much older than me, quite pretty and most impt of all, she's just
so nice. She's nice to everyone (my classmates) and her smile
really melts my heart. Maths used to be my hack-care subject i.e.
do well = gd lor, nv do well = so be it. But all this changed after
I got to know her i.e. ever since I got into JC. I worked hard for
maths everytime, and my results nv disappointed her. When I dun
think of her as a teacher, she's actually the kinda gal that most
guys would wanna treat her well and respect her. Occasionally, I
try to get her attention by doing all the small little things e.g.
treat her to sweets, help with things etc. And everytime she would
reciprocate with a nice n gentle smile. And our relationship became
more than just a teacher-student relationship. Dun get it wrong,
it's just a became a even closer teacher-student relationship.
haha?
But, she already had a boyfren.
Recently, I got to know her handphone number (not really a big
deal, all my classmates have her no.) and started to sms her
occasionally. Initially, it was about maths and school. But the sms
content started to change from maths to smth else more. Like I
would ask her how is she, go to bed early etc - concerns that's
beyond a student. Then Lately, she seems to realise I'm not just a
ordinary student and started to give me 'cold shoulder'. I dunno
whether izzit just my own thinking or is it true. Close frenz tell
me to stop thinking of her, but I always fail to do so. At least
whenever I have her in my mind, my maths seems unstoppable i.e. in
preparation for A'lvls, I nv had problems with my maths. Then
again, I'm the kinda guy who believes that in order to forget
someone, you have to like another. I'm really afraid I'll still be
thinking of her after the A'lvls, and thru-out the course of
NS.
Wad shld I do?
Btw, good luck to all those taking A'lvls!
