lol, not that i need any advice, just want to ask opinions on
how dreams can be so real n painful. i just woke up, from a dream.
a dream that i wouldn't call a nightmare, but it was painful and
weird in it's own way...
okie i will elaborate more on what i can rmb. mysteriously, i could
not remember some key parts because when i recall the "story"
doesn't seem to fit together. i feel like im teleported from places
to places, scene to scene.
ok the first thing i rmb was i was in the car wif my dad. den
halfway (if im not wrong, its the road of SG), he ask mi whether i
wanted to know how to drive. so weirdly, i said yes. so in my dream
(somehow), he managed to get the wheel to my side. i only
controlled the wheel i think, den the pedal all these was still at
his side. okie, this is a dream, it's not real. i mean, it's not
possible in a car in reality. but lemme continue.
i remember the process of it quite well. my dad did not realli
teach me anything. but more of, i remember times where i almost
crashed into other cars, objects etc..i was feelign REALLI
scared.
that wasn't the main point. somehow i was warped into another
scene. this time i was in the same car with a girl. im not sure if
im grown up. but i think i have not learnt how to drive yet in the
car. so somehow we took turns to drive. i dun even remember what
was the girls name. but i just rmb we had fun talking and feeling
scared when the car was about to crash. the previous scene i was
with my father on a road with im familair with, if im not wrong, it
was the junction at bukit timah plaza. around there. but this time,
im not sure if i rmb wrongly, but i rmb seeing farms...crops...and
not much buildings around. then it started to rain..
im not sure about the rain, but i rmb things became gloomy from my
perspective as the dream continue
okie then here comes the part of the dream which i could not
remember.
i remember it was still raining, den i seperated from that girl and
this time i was on a bicycle. in some condo lobby or something. i
rmbed that i was searching for the girl or something. actualli i
don't know, because this precious part of my dream was ripped off
from my memory when i woke up. i felt cheated. then i remember i
was cycling cyling. up and down stairs. (wah i became pro in my
dream i din even noe). den i fell down due to the slippery rain but
did not feel any pain (it's a dream mah..). i rmb clearly the
watery steps, being flooded. and i lay there, with my bruises. and
i desperately took out my handphone. even in my dream my hp is the
same as in real life, dats strange. coz i rmb my hp being damaged
and the bottom part became abit dislocated. cant describe
here.
then i "woke up" again. this time i was in my house. yes, my actual
house. den my first reaction was to find my hp and call that girl.
somehow i had her number. i called, then i was frantically trying
to rmb her name when the person asked me who i was looking for. i
tried very hard to rmb (but the actual fact is, i din even know in
the first place). so i asked something like, " does this household
haf a daughter " or something like that....
den i rmb my aunt telling me, " i think there was someone who keep
calling you while you were asleep the past 2 yrs ".....i wasn't
shocked. den suddenly the fone rung in my dream and all of a
sudden, the dream ended and i woke up.
i woke up, in tears. i dun know why. i felt like ive been part of a
drama. but the sad fact is i don't remember how i seperated with
the girl. i don't even know what happened. right now im itching to
know what happened..., and worst still, despite not remembering her
face, her name and everything. right now, i the person i miss the
most is the person i don't even know.....and i cant believe it's
someone from my dream. im 100% sure it's not someone i know in real
life, it's a person introduced in my dream.
i don't even know why im typing this. it's still early and i just
woke up. i felt so sorrowful that i had to type this out. does
continuation of dreams exist? if so i wud like to go bac into this
dream again tonight. but any1 experienced that b4? sry if this
topic was kinda lame
