Hi Big Bot,
If Not for your last sentence, I would've asked you to give up.
However, I'm kinda disturbed by your claims of Not being able to
live without her. How much do you know about her as a person, &
as a gf? Chances are, whilst you may THINK you do, you don't. I
might be wrong, but until you've been in a relationship with a
person, it's unlikely you'll know exactly what kinda gf she's gonna
be.
Still, if you're determined to be persistent, perhaps you should
take note of timing when it comes to asking her for a date. As
you've noted, it's close to her A's, she's Not likely to go on a
date with you if she has her priorities straight. Afterall, she's
still young, & there's plenty of time for her to go dating
after she's made it to the uni/faculty of her choice.
You may wanna wait till after the A's, particularly if she's
confident that she's done well. Try & ask her out then? You may
wanna tell her you've bought tickets to a movie, but your friend
couldn't make it at the last min. & you thought perhaps she'd
be nice enough to help you out so your $ wouldn't be wasted.
If she still rejects your advances, then perhaps you might want to
take the hint. You would still wanna preserve some form of
friendship, rather than have her spell it out clearly to you what
she thinks.
FeowFeow