[quote]Originally posted by _Aaron_:
I'm in NS now.. Going to be posted to become a combat medic
on monday.
I'm not depressed.. i'm just well.. feel emotionally dry.
I don't feel happy very much, but i don't feel sad much
either.
I thought it was good back then, so maybe this state of emotionless
stayed with me til now..
Now to think of it, maybe it isn't such a good idea after all. its
like i'm on anti-depressants all the time.. haha.
Childhood.. all i remember was playing competitive chess... i miss
those days though.. but that was in the past..
In a sense i don't really have anything to look forward to in life.
I'm living life for myself.. and the days just pass by one by
one.. [/quot
I heard from friends that some guys will feel more down when in NS
due to lack of freedom in it bah. you mean you are on anti
depreesants??
you have to find something to look forward to, set a goal for
yourself then you will see yourself working toward it. In ns still
so young, dun think so much loh, must stay cheerful all the time.
Dun worry lah I am sure after your NS, your thinking will change
also bah.
